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Lost: Part 2

He moved, then. She didn’t stand a chance of reacting because lost in her indignation, she found herself backed up against the bed until her knees buckled and she fell backwards with her arms flailing about to grab hold of something. His hand at her throat, with one knee propped on the bed, he loomed over her and sneered at her.

“The answer to that is not important right now. What is important is that without me you would still be collapsed in the corner of the elevator a blubbering mess.”

He reached down with his other hand and she flinched. His fingertips grazed lightly against her cheeks as if to trace a trail of tears that fell recently. The hand clamped at her throat squeezed momentarily causing her to flinch and jerk against the bed as she lay, suddenly terrified as she realised the severity of her predicament. She tried to caste her mind back to her last memories previous to his arrival in her life and she couldn’t recall a thing. Her lips parted as she attempted to speak and again, his hand squeezed and her breath was cut off. Immediately she began to struggle, twisting beneath the iron grip he held her within, only to freeze when she found his other knee now pressing against her stomach. All she could do is look up at him with a dread greater than she’d ever known as he spoke. The words didn’t register at first as her mind flitted over possible ways to get free without damage to herself.

“Shut up, cunt, and listen. Escape, or any attempt to escape, is futile. You will find that I do not tolerate transgressions. Do what I say and you will get through this. Fight or struggle and you will regret it. Do I make myself clear?”

She realised there was silence, and had been for too long, before she felt more pressure and as she struggled his words and their intent came belting down with the sudden placement of his hand against her lower jaw, guiding her gaze to lock with his and holding firmly. Unable to look away, tears instantly filled in her eyes and she allowed them to pool further, a sorrow for what she had lost and for what was happening to her right now. His voice growled low and the pressure at her throat lessened momentarily to allow her head movement to answer his repeated question. She gulped in the air while she was able, the burning in her lungs lessening as it felt the influx of oxygen.

“Do I make myself clear?”

Her head jerked in a nod and immediately the pressure was gone from her stomach. The fingers at her throat clamped and began to pull her upwards and she frowned as she struggled to get her arms beneath her, elbows pushing her upper body towards the pull of that hand. The towel fell away, only to be immediately ripped off the bed and thrown in the corner of the room.

“You won’t be needing that, or any clothing, for that matter for some time. I suggest you get used to the sight of your own flesh.”

As he spoke, his hand slid around her throat and interlaced within the length of her hair. He twisted and tugged backwards so her throat was exposed, fully, and he peered closely, inspecting the flesh there for any sign of marks left by his hand. Satisfied, he raised himself from the bed and turned away, his fingers still locked into the length of her hair, leaving her to scramble behind him as he pulled her towards the living room where he guided her towards a chair that she didn’t recognise. Her brow knitted in a frown as he turned her around and nudged her back until her knees hit the seat and she naturally folded back onto the seat. Her arms, having naturally fallen to the arms of the chair, were trapped by his hands as he leaned over and into her, his eyes searing into hers as he spoke, low and controlled.

“There are things you asked earlier that you not only want, but need, to know. Who I am is one of those things that will become clearer to you as your questions are answered. What has happened to you over the last short period is another. I will allow you to ask questions until I have told you what I want you to know. Ask the right questions, or you will find out nothing of importance.”

He retreated, momentarily, from her space and bent towards the ground and she tried to raise her left arm. As she struck resistance her breath caught and she looked down with disbelief. As he had spoken to her, he had secured both wrists to the arms of the chairs with binds she did not even notice. As her mind cleared she realised that her second ankle had just been secured in a similar fashion and before she could protest he was back, his face inches from hers, eyes boring into her very soul as she sat, helpless.

“Remember, the right questions. I am leaving you here to attend to some things but I will return shortly. You have 10 minutes to consider what you will ask. Do not waste my time with frivolous queries or you will lose the option of finding anything out.”

With that he pushed away and strode to the door, already seemingly having forgotten her as he whistled and closed the door behind him. The second it shut, predictably she attempted to fight her way free from the restraints and she whimpered a sob of despair at the inability to move her arms. Her legs were worse and her back arched, bucking her hips to elicit some kind of movement in pure frustration. Her eyes narrowed and she glared at the door, as if that alone could remove her from this predicament. She emitted a shrill growl of hatred towards the man that had just left the room and yelled after him.

“FUCK you and your questions!”

She snarled as she heard what was sure to have been his laughter mocking her. Her body slumped back into the chair and she sulked for a moment or two before dragging her mind to the problem at hand. Questions. So many to ask, but which ones would give her the answers she most needed?

Lost: Introduction

She was a wreck. As she turned into the foyer of her building, she pondered life and the life she had lived which led her to this point, this place and this time. Where had she gone wrong? Lost in thought, retracing the events of the past few months she didn’t even notice the gaping looks she was getting as she trudged towards the elevator. What did she care? Her life may as well be over – he was gone.

She stepped into the elevator on auto-pilot and hit the number of her floor. As the doors began to close she felt that all too familiar feeling come upon her and she inched back into the corner of the carriage, turning her gaze inward as she sought to control the overwhelming emotion that was raging through her. The sudden interruption of the doors closing barely registered. Neither did the man who stepped through, moving to occupy the space on the opposite side of the carriage. She felt the leakage begin and her eyes squeezed tightly shut, a sound of pure anguish bursting from her mouth as she sank to her knees. Packages falling and laying unnoticed as she curled into a ball in an effort to deny the plummet she began into despair once again.

How long she spent in the mindless fugue she didn’t recall. When she became aware of her surroundings again she was in her bed and the light was all wrong. She didn’t remember getting there, nor did she recall unpacking the items she had collected from the shops which were laid out neatly on the dresser. Disoriented, she raised a hand to her head to brush back her hair and attempted to sit up when a voice sounded from the doorway.

“Ahhhh the sleeping beauty has awoken. How do you feel?”

She froze, then lowered her hand, the wayward tendrils of hair forgotten and left to drape across her brow. Her eyes sought out the source of the voice and she squinted slightly to make out detail. With no light in her room and a brighter light than she recalled out in the sitting room it was difficult to say who was addressing her in the sanctity of her bedroom. Her own sense of self-preservation kicked in and her body stiffened. Fight or flight was engaged and before she thought she was out of the bed in a defensive stance. More annoying than anything to her right then was the look of amusement on the man’s face as he rumbled a low chuckle that rolled across her nerve endings.

“Obviously better than earlier. That’s good. Get dressed and come out when you’re ready. I’m not going anywhere just yet.”

There was something about that chuckle that sent her into action following the words. With a sudden jerking start she realised she was standing in all of her naked glory and she scrambled, already feeling a full body flush infuse her with the heat of shame, reaching for something, anything, she panicked and ran towards the bathroom, her words feeble in response and having little impact in her wake.

“G-get out.”

The door slammed on his barking laughter and she all but collapsed against the wall. Her eyes stinging with the heat of shameful tears she angrily wiped at her eyes and stepped towards the shower, setting the water to a scalding temperature to deny the flame of her embarrassment and stepped beneath the spray. Her mind was frantic in its efforts to recapture the steps she had taken from leaving her apartment. Her hands moved automatically in retrieving the soap as the heated water began to work its magic. Before too long she was focussed on nothing but the beating heat of the water as it streamed down onto her skin, the soap lathered in her hands trailing languidly across her flesh. Her eyes were closed, which is why she missed the door opening and her strange houseguest entering the bathroom where he perched on the vanity to watch.

It might have been only five minutes, or an hour later when she finally moved, her head rolling forward slowly with her eyes opening. She didn’t notice him at first, as she turned beneath the water to rinse the soap from her skin. It wasn’t until she was turning the water off and shaking the excess water from her hair as she stepped out of the shower that she noticed the towel he was holding out for her. Taken aback, but still within the relaxed state she had attained in the shower, she yanked the towel and deftly wrapped it around her body, scowling and muttering at him.

“I thought I told you to get out.”

The lingering warmth from the shower seemed to flee her body as again that rumbling chuckle rolled through his chest and immediately her flesh broke out into goosebumps, something that did not go unnoticed and he reached a hand out to trace them against her arm.

“You did.”

Before she could reply with anything other than a grunt of frustration he stepped out of the bathroom and headed somewhere she hoped would take him out of her apartment. Wrapping her hair in a smaller towel she dried herself off and applied her usual regime of make up and scent. She paused, listening to the sounds of the house to ensure absolute silence, and she sighed in relief. He must have gone. To be sure, she peered around the entryway to the bathroom and started to feel annoyed once more at the sight of him sitting by the dresser. Before she could even get started on the tirade that was building in her mind, he cut right ahead of her, offering what was no doubt one of his most charming “get them into bed” smiles that he used on the floozies at the nightclubs.

“I took the liberty of waiting in case you had questions and wanted to thank me for helping you yesterday.”

Her eyes narrowed, coldly, her voice growing more indignant as she went on and finally ending in total confusion.

“You took .. questions? Me, thank you? well you can … yesterday? How long have I been asleep for?” She stammered over the implications of his statement and then stopped still as the most important question of all surfaced.

“Who the hell are you?”

A Work In Progress: Part 8

Sophia lays there, controlling her breathing, staring at Stephen. Shes not exactly sure why hes regarding her with indifference.
“How have I displeased you, Stephen? Havent I suffered enough for you?”
Hes listening to her with half interest. Its as if hes been distracted. Even during her final beating, he seemed withdrawn.
“I suppose you have. For now. Your body needs time to heal, and if you were to undergo another whipping, Im afraid you would bleed. And how would we explain that to the Doctor?”
She laughs at this, in spite of herself. “I guess you have a vaild point.”
She sits up, drawing the covers up over herself. Shes getting sleepy again, but she doesnt want to spend another minute in the room.
Everything seems too bright, sterile. She feels as if her presence is making things unclean. The messed up bed sheets, covered in her sweat, the glaring walls soaked in her tears, her cries, her screams.
“I really do wan to leave from here. I feel Ive been through hell, and now, I just want to be alone.”
She slides off the bed, and picks her clothes up. She gets dressed again, keeping her eyes on him the entire time.
“Please, can we just go?”
He hears in her tone of voice, something broken. So it was possible. This strong stubborn woman could be, and is, broken.
“Sure. Lets go home. Lets get you cleaned up, and in your pajamas. Its late, and youve been put through enough.”
He reaches his hand out to hers. She accepts, and they walk out of the room, hand in hand.
They walk into the living room, where Alex is sitting on the couch, shoes off, and talking on his cell phone. He sees Stephen and Sophie, and pulls the phone away from his ear.
“Sophie and I thank you for a most pleasant evening. I hope we will see you later on, Alex. You are a great host.”
Alex was eyeing Stephen with uneasiness. He doesnt like the idea of her leaving with him. Hell, he doesnt like the idea of Sophia leaving period. Hes gotten rather attatched to her over the course of the evening.
” Youre quite welcome Stephen. And Sophia, my home is open to you whenever youd like to get away from it all.”
She whispers her thanks and gratitude.
“Alex, Sir, may I please have my purse and sandals? Im ready to go home and relax.”
As Alex walks to a closet, he thinks that theres something odd, something different about her. She seems smaller, fragile, even. He frowns to himself. Hes not liking this new form of herself.
He walks back to her, her sandals and purs in hand.
“Here you go, Sophia. I was hoping youd spend the rest of the evening with me. But since you wish to go, I wont try to persuade you to stay. May I have the priveledge to call on you, though?”
She is taken aback by his request. She looks at Alex, taking her shoes, and purse. She looks to Stephen. He stays silent, looking at Alex through narrow eyes.
“Um. I suppose I would like that Alex. Sure. Yes, yes you are welcome to visit me. I am flattered that you would like my company.”
She slips her shoes on, and instinctively grabs Stephens arm. Alex walks them to the door, and notices, for the first time, bruised ugly welts all over her legs.
“Sophia, please. Stay. I need to talk to you. If need be, I can run you home. Stephen, please go on. Ill bring her home, thanks.”
Sophia is looking back and forth between Alex and Stephen. She stays silent, standing still.
Stephen walks out the door, seething. He feels theres a change in her already. Aside from being broken, he thinks that theres something else going on in her mind. And he doesnt like her thoughts being closed off to him.
Alex and Sophia watch him walk out the door.
“What did you need to talk to me about? What did I do wrong?”
She was trying real hard not to cry. She thinks something is amiss.
“Please, sit down. No, better yet, follow me.”
He walks through the massive living room, down another hallway. This side of the house is warm, welcome. He takes her into a large well lit bathroom. The bathtub is old fashioned, raised off the ground, with lion paws as its support. Its deep, inviting.
Alex turns the faucets, and adds some lavendar oils to the water. He stands behind her, and unzips her dress. He unclasps her bra. And he notices all the welts, the bruises. They are raised, and they are ugly.
“Poor girl. Are you in pain? Are you sore? Do you need anything? Do you know that you are loved?”
She slid into the warm bath tub, the scent filling the bathroom, covering her skin. She closes her eyes, trying to relax.
Alexs questions are bouncing around her head. Is she loved? Depends on what your definition of what love is.
“Yes Alex, I am sore. And in pain, oh yes, God yes.”
Her voice was still rough, scratchy. She spoke in harsh whispers. Her throat felt swollen, dry.
Alex grabs a stool, and sets it beside the bathtub. He grabs a cup, and dips into the water.
He pours it over her back, careful not to scald her, careful not to rub her welts too hard.
“Why did you let him do this to you? Stand up dear. Dont you know that you have a voice? That just because youre submissive, and slightly masochistic, you dont have to take this punishment. Yes, I set the cane on the table. But understand this Sophia.” He knelt in front of her, locking his eyes on hers. “The cane wasnt meant for your skin. It was meant for just your mind. To taunt, to torment. Is that understood?”
She stands in the tub, fully aware of her nakedness. But shes not ashamed. She bears her welts and stripes without a sound.
“I am aware of all this, Alex. And I begged, I screamed. He wasnt listening. He didnt care. I think that he wanted to break me completely.”
Alex was so gentle with her legs. Soaping them up with his hands, careful not to make her cry. But she cries anyways. Cries buckets.
She cries at her being so easily broken. For her wantoness. For her deliberate misbehaving, for every action shes ever taken.
Her body is shaking, shoulders heaving. Shes trying to hard to remain quiet. Suddenly, she sinks into the water, and buries her face into her hands.
She tries so hard to regain control of herself, but gives up. She gives into the tears, and lets Alex bathe and wash her hair.
“Ok beautiful. Time to get out, come on.”
He holds out a giant fluffy towel. She steps into it, forever grateful to his presence.
He wraps her up, and takes her arm gently. He walks out of the bathroom, and crosses the hall.
They enter a dimly lit bedroom. All she can see is the giant bed in the center of the room. She looks up at him, with warmth in her puffy hazle, bright green eyes.
“Go on, beautiful pet. Crawl into it. You need to sleep.”
She climbs into the warm bed. The sheets are soft, welcoming. Laying her head on a pillow, shes staring at Alex.
“Thank you for everything. Thank you for valuing me, Alex. I wish I was yours.”
She yawns and drifts off to sleep, thinking of Alex, totally oblivious to the stripes on her body.
Alex stands at the door, watching her, returning her sleepy smile.
“Dream sweet, little one.”
And he shuts the door.

FINIT

Poison

She kept having the same recurrent dream. She found herself running through some great forest glade, a white wispy gown billowing in the breeze behind her. Footsteps, heavy ones, always chasing her, some dark creature, a beast in pursuit. He always caught her, dark and frightening, his eyes shockingly blue in the face of a handsome demon. He would always bind her, tie her spread eagle between 2 trees, His cock dripping with poison right before thrusting it into her mouth, powerful and veined, a poison serpent creeping in, she could barely get him in as he forced himself down her throat. He would always look down at her, some evil smile plastered on his face and would say, “you want one thing, to be defiled; to be debased into some submissive creature just for me.” She would wake up gagging, gagging not only at the poison being spewed down her throat, but at his words. Never! Not her. She was far too independent to be some object of lust for a man to find his pleasure in.

She would always find solace in her art after her unnerving dreams. Her advocation was pottery and sculpting, her vocation was a sales rep. She went into her studio and began carving into a block of clay. It always amazed her, empowered her that she could create beauty from some mundane lump, could transform it ugly and plain into something magnificent with her own hands. She worked almost mindlessly that day, not sure what she was even trying to form, and much to her horror, it began to look like a huge phallus. She slammed her fist on it in some finality and destroyed it.

She came home very tired from work, showered and went straight to bed. She was almost asleep as her head hit the pillow, the last fleeting thought she had, “no more dreams.” He is there again though, the demon, the beast, only this time the dream has changed. She is sprawled in his bed, limbs entangled, he has pulled her up against him like some wispy garment that molds to him. “I won’t let you go,” He growls to her, her mind is in some erotic trance. She is surprised at her bodies reaction to his words, her cunt grips and convulses, she has the feeling electric shocks are dancing through her veins. He is hovering at her entrance and suddenly plunges in. “I won’t let you go,” he says again more tenderly. She looks up into those startling blue eyes, pleading in her eyes, and what begins as something languid guickly turns brutal, her mind complete mush but her body completely alive. Then she wakes up as the thought, “poison,” flows through her mind, through her body.

She had decided long ago that she would never let a man possess her, own her, she would never marry. The whole thing made her think of being caged, locked away, contained. No, that simply would never do for her, she would live a care free life where she answered to noone. She would soar in her job and would make magnificent works of art. The thought of her phallus sculpture suddenly crossed her mind and she shuddered.

That night, the dream once again changed. Her demon is telling her what he will do to her since he is never letting her go. That he will use ropes, cuffs, knives, and toys. That he will bind her spread eagle on the bed, tie her to whatever pleases him, that her cunt will always remain open for him. No! It smacks of being contained, smacks of being caged. No not her, never! And as her mind is screaming never, he rides her on all fours like a bitch, his hand clamped across her mouth, she is sure she is suffocating, drowning from within in his seed, as though it has flowed up into her lungs and gagged her, his hand is fisting her hair, tugging butally on it, then she wakes up.

She goes through the motions of work, feeling as though she is falling headlong into some great chasm, unable to get her dreams out of her mind. That night the beast is there once again, only this time they are in a car. He is driving fast, frighteningly so, she begs him to slow down. He won’t. He drives faster, and says, “I won’t let you go.” His face looks cold, menacing, like some gentleman rapist perched on a kill. His eyes shockingly blue in a face so dark. She begs him, he keeps going faster. She wants to toss herself from the car, to get her sure death over with. He is going to kill her, she knows it. He is already sucking her very life from her. He is poison. He flows through her veins and he is killing her. He suddenly slows the car and pulls her head to his lap and whispers to her, ” I love you.” Her eyes snap open and she wakes up. Love? Love? Where did that come from? No, never, not her, that smacks of being contained.

This night the demon is devouring her, he is terrifyingly beautiful as he imaples her, she wants to feel his cock touch her heart, to rip it open, she wants to bleed for him. She is shocked by her own feelings. She wants to eat his cock, swallow it whole like some rotting thing that seeps into her and poisons her further. Her cunt is quivering, she craves him, she feels drunk on him, she thinks she loves him. “You do,” He says as though reading her thoughts, “you do,” he says as he sprays his poison inside of her. “No!” She screams as she wakes up.

She falls into a dream to find herself in a cage, a gun is lying beside her. A bullet beside the gun. He knows he is killing her by caging her, the demon is offering her this mercy. She places the bullet in the cartridge and snaps it shut, then places the gun to her head. Her finger quivering against the trigger. She drags the gun down and slides it along her lips then plunges it into her mouth, it is harder than him, more dangerous. She finds her tongue curling around the barrel. She pulls the gun from her mouth and glides it down her body, letting it slide between her breasts, then places it to her heart, a heart consumed by the poison of a demon. She tugs it further down and glides it along her tummy, down to her cunt, tracing her cunt lips with it. She plunges the barrel inside of her, moaning and writhing, she turns to see the demon staring at her through the bars of her cage. He is watching her intently. She pulls the gun from her sopping cunt and points it at him, her finger quivering on the trigger. She could kill him, kill the beast that is consuming her. He looks so beautiful, dark and angry, his eyes shockingly blue as she points the gun at him. He mouths, “I love you and I own you.” She lays the gun down and begins to sob. He opens the cage and pulls her to him. “you do own me,” she confesses, “and I do love you too.” She is sure it is the poison making her speak.

The next night, she has no dreams, she falls into a soundless, mindless dark sleep.

The next evening as she is leaving work, a handsome man, dark with shockingly blue eyes approaches her car as she gets in. He stands there looking at her through the window, she gets the impression he wants to smash it with his fist, to drag her out like a fire extinguisher from behind broken glass and use her to put out any fire in his body. She shudders and rolls the window slightly down, their eyes lock, like handcuffs snapping shut, his startling blue eyes holding hers captive.

“Can I help you?” she asks, her voice shaky as she stares into the depths of his eyes.

A look of amusement suddenly crosses his face. “I was just wondering, how much you like that dress you have on.”

She looks puzzled, his words not exactly registering. “What? This dress ? I love this dress, why?”

He looks amused once again, she can see a slight tremble in his lips, a slight dimple forming as he smiles, “I was just thinking how much I would love to cut it from you.”

She stares at him a moment, then bursts into laughter that seems to bubble up from her. “That was undoubtedly the worst pick-up line I have ever heard, and sorry, but I am not interested.”

He shrugs with the look of amusement never leaving his face as she scrawls her name and phone number on a piece of paper and thrusts it to him. “I know it was, but it worked.” He is still standing there with a look of amusement on his face, his hand clamped around the piece of paper as she drives away.

Her eyes stay locked to his shockingly blue ones, like handcuffs snapping shut as she backs away; she hears a cage slamming, it seems to be around her heart. “Poison,” she whispers to herself and smiles, praying he calls her.

A Work in Progress: Part 7 continuted

She is stunned. She doesnt know if she should cry, or go to sleep. She honestly has no idea what she should do.
She sits up, contemplating on getting dressed and leaving. It wouldnt hurt her any, to just walk out the front door, and not look back.
So, she slides off the bed, slightly wobbly, and walks to the armoir. She opens it up, and gets her belongings. Shes ever so quiet, she doesnt feel like looking at any of the gentlemen that kept her company.
She gets dressed, and pads quietly down the hall, into the living room. She sees Seth and Lawrence having a lively debate over some show thats on the television. They dont look up to see her standing there.
David is nowhere to be found. She assumes that he left, to go home, or wherever.
Her eyes are quickly scanning the room. She is standing by the table, with the quill and notepad.She spots Alex, in front of the fireplace. Hes trying to start a fire, but it looks like his Zippo is out of fluid.
Sophie stares at him for a moment, with narrowed eyes. She has an urge to yell at him, to humiliate him in front of his friends, in his own house.
Instead, she musters up all the self will she can, and gets an idea. She looks down at the quill, and the paper. She bends over the table, picks up the quill, and begins to write.

“Dearest Gentlemen,
I must thank you for the evening I have just experienced. Through your actions, your words, your demeanor, I now know that I can be, and will be a delightful slave to be owned. My eyes are open, my ears hear everything, and my lips are now sealed. I feel now, a graceness taking over my spirit, akin to how a grown kitten behaves. I dont know how I could ever repay your kindness.
Eternally,
S.”

She rereads her note, making sure it was legible, and everything spelled correctly. She quietly removes the paper, and starts to walk down the hallway.
She hears the front door opening, and continues to the bedroom. She lays the note on the table next to the cane and candle. She pauses for a moment to run a finger down the cane. She feels its smoothness, and gets weak kneed.
With her note finished, she turns back around to enter the hallway. As soon as she gets to the door, she walks right into Stephen.
She lets out a surprised gasp just as he shoves her backwards. She takes a couple of unbalanced steps backward, eyes wide.
“Steph-Sir. You, when, how??”
Her words keep tumbling out, when he places a hand over her mouth.
” Shh. Why are you dressed? Did someone tell you that you could leave?”
She shook her head as her eyes slowly lowered to the floor.
He is impressed at how quickly she becomes subserviant.
“Well? You do know how to speak. Answer me.”
“Well, I was left alone. Without words, without direction. And yes, I know, that was, the key word being was, my hardest limit. I made the mistake of telling Alex, and he just up and leaves. To be brutally honest, it made me angry. So I acted out. I took it upon myself, to get dressed. I wrote a note, dropped it here, and was just about to ask Alex for my shoes. I want to go home. Please, Stephen, I just want to be in my own bed, with my own thoughts.”
Stephen just laughs at her.
“You still think that you own yourself. Darling, you arent free to choose or decide what you want to do. I admit though, you have a certain glow about you. It suits you better.”
A tinge of crimson red spreads across her face. She was speechless. He rarely compliments her, so, she knows its genuine. She raises her eyes to his, and sees something flash in them.
“Get undressed, Sophie.”
She carelessly slips off her dress, and hurridly takes off her panties and bra. Her clothes are lying in a messy pile on the floor.
Shes standing in front of Stephen, naked, bare. Her legs are closed, eyes lowered, hands resting calmly at her sides. She wants to see him, to see a hint of desire in his eyes.
He steps towards her, and pushes her on the bed.
“Lay on your stomach, close your eyes, and be still. Fo your insolence, you will be punished by me.”
He walks to the door and shuts it. He sees the paper on the table, and is tempted to read it. But he ignores it, and picks up the rattan cane.
He slides it down her spine. She feels its smoothness, and wiggles under its touch. She isnt sure what it is, and shes afraid to ask.
Her question is answered when she hears a sharp whistling noise cutting through the air.
It lands perfectly on her upper thighs. She stifles a scream, eyes already pooling with tears.
” Count for me Sophia. Count. And I dont care how much it hurts you. And yes, it will hurt. And I give you permission to scream, to cry.”
“Yes Sir, I will keep count.”
And so he swings, swift, through the air. She counts, ten, thirty, fifty, times. Shes screaming so loud, her voice hoarse, her throat feeling raw. Shes hyperventilating, begging him to stop. She loses count at 52, and with the last stroke, she clenches her whole body, rigid. She lets out a horrible scream.
Her skin is striped, welted, bruised. Her body is on fire, beyond alive. She feels a faint breeze on her, and it causes her to shiver violently. Her eyes burn, shes all out of tears. Sweat covers her, giving off the illusion that shes glistening a red glow.
“Stop. Please. Stop. Just stop. Im begging you, Stephen. I cant take one more–” Her whispers are rough, scratchy.
He lands one more blow, and then sets the cane at her side.
“Im letting you rest for a few moments. Then we can go home.”
He strolls over to the couch, and sits in silence. He can hear her laboured breathing, he can see her marks clearly.
Stephen is indifferent to her suffering.

A Work In Progress: Part 6

Thoughts tumble through her mind. “Am I supposed to cry out? Am I supposed to beg to stop? Why am I having to go through this? Does Stephen still love me? Did he love me at all? Why cant I—”

Seth was jerking her up by her collar. Her knees were still weak. She barely had time to compose herself, to calm herself down.
Seth took her collar off, tossing it aside. He pushed her to her knees, pushing her face down. He pulled her hair up, clasping a posture collar around her neck.
With this new collar, she found that she could not lower her head. Was she supposed to keep her eyes on him? Was she to witness this new torment? Why is she wearing this?
He pulls her back up by her hair. He grabs her up by the single ring, making her stand on the bed. He grabs some rope off the table, throwing it at her feet. He then climbs up on the bed, pulling the chain that was dangling a good foot above her head.
There was a clasp on the end, and Seth clasps her to this chain. He then grabs Sophies arms, bringing them behind her. He binds her wrists tight. The rope was thick, and he knotted it three times.
“Try to get out of this, girl.”
She squirms her hands, trying to rotate her wrists. She moves her hands across each other, but, they are bound tight.
Her head is being held high, shes eye level with Seth. She locks her eyes to him, clear, but still puffy. He walks around her, spreading her ass, slapping her thighs. He walks in front of her, spreads her legs, examining the fresh bruises lined perfectly on her inner thighs.
He raises her breasts, pinching her nipples hard. Hard enough to bring a moan to her lips.
He turns to Alex, leaving her hanging there, on tip toe, trying to balance, with bound wrists. She finds herself swaying.
“These walls are cork-lined, yes?”
“Of course they are. This is the room best suited to whipping, because I dont care for silence. I love nothing more than seeing a marked up, screaming, sweaty bitch under my hand.”
“Perfect! Gentlemen, I will now ask that you leave me to her.”
The three men walked out the door, through the hallway.Alex set up drinks in the living room, flipping on the television, to drown out the noise from the back room.
Sophia was staring at him. She did not flinch, as he screwed the metal nipple clamps on her. He turned them each three times, making her nipples turn a violent purple.
He pulled the chain a little further down, giving her the balance she needed. Now standing on her feet, she instinctively spread her legs three inches apart.
He walks over to the table, and picks up the slim handled riding crop. He brings it to her lips, running it across them. It felt stiff, cold. The slapper didnt give when she kissed it.
He then raised his arm, and struck her left breast. She tried to sink to her knees, but was held tight by the chain. She cried out, softly, bringing a sting to her skin. A clear red welt was already taking shape. He struck her other breast, watching her intently.
“Are you ready to beg, Sophia?”
He walks up behind her, striking each cheek, with the welts forming, such a bright red against her pale flesh.
He put the crop back, and ran his fingers across a smooth rattan cane. He instead opted for the black knotted cat o nine tails. He gently drags it across her back, watching the chill bumps break out on her skin. He drags it down her thighs, her calves. She wiggles under the soft caresses.
He drages it across her breasts, down her stomach. She lets out soft moans, wimpering under the touches.
Bringing the handle to her lips, she kisses it. He then slid the handle into her mouth, making it slightly wet. He then inserted the handle into her. She lets out a low, gutteral moan, biting on her bottom lip. He twists it, deep inside her, causing her to become wet.
He feels her warmth, and pulls out the handle, placing it again into her mouth. She tastes herself, mixed with the soft leather. She almost gags, but stops herself.
“You dont like the taste of leather, little one?”
She doesnt know if his question is metaphorical, or if hes referring to her choking. She lowers her eyes, remaining quiet.
Seth chuckles to himself, and walks around her. Rubbing her ass roughly, he slowly begins to whip her.
For the most part, she feels alot of air, for which she is grateful for. The braids that do land, vibrate her to the bone.
He increases speed, making her ass red, marked with varying stripes. Moving his wrist in figure eight formation, the braids are landing harder, making her want to sink down. Since she cannot, she tries to turn against it.
Seth moves down to her thighs, so soft, so tender, pale.
He begins whipping her in earnest. Her body begins to glisten with sweat, which, in turn, causes each blow to sting even more.
She is moaning, writhing under the straps. She has no way to wipe the sweat dripping into her eyes.
Seth is nice enough to brush her hair from her face.
“Do you want me to stop?”
She looks at him, lips parted. She wants him to stop, she needs to breathe. She nods her head the best she can.
“Whats that, little girl? I cant hear you.”
And with that, he drew back and whipped her to the point of her screaming out loud.
Her screams were absorbed into the walls. But the gentlemen in the living room heard her loud and clear.
“Stop! Stop, please. Youre ripping me open! Stop it! Stop it….”
So he does. Seth brings the handle back to her lips. She kisses it, tears flowing over her cheeks.
He unties her wrists, unclasps her collar. He holds her by the waist, and with his other hand, massages her rope burned wrists. She wimpers under the touches, feeling faint.
“Im sorry, Im sorry that I cant.”
And she slips to the bed, kneeling, her head touching the bed, tears streaming, shoulders shaking.
He pets her back, running his hand through her hair. Shes still shaking under the coldness, the drying sweat, the burning welts.
“Breathe, little one, breathe. Its all over. No more pain. Just remember that you cant do everything.”
Seth speaks to her in low hushed tones. Still running his hands over her, hes still talking to her.
“Shhh, sweet sweet Sophie. You did an amazing job. Im quite surprised you held out so long. Youre so strong.”
She was slipping towards sleep. She just wants to stretch out across the comforting bed, and sleep.
“Im leaving now, Sophie. Im sure we will run into each other again. And Im turning the light off. But dont worry dear one, youll still have some light to keep you company.”
He brings her head up, kissing her forehead. He lights the candle, and flips the light. Walking out slowly, he blows her a kiss, and shuts the door.
She stares at the flickering flame. Lost in her thoughts, the burning feeling leaves her senses. She supposes that this is what they meant. The pain was hers, but only for a little while.
She was finally calmed inside. Her heart was still beating, she came through this alive. Perhaps even better for it.
And while she is glad its over, she cant help but wonder if she could handle more. Sure, her body had been ransacked, but what if? What if, during all of this, her mind widened just a little bit more? That she could have taken just a few more strokes?
Would they be proud of her, then? But is it even a matter of pride? She doesnt know, but she is so content, so relaxed, the candle lighting up the dark. She sees her shadow dancing on the wall, and she smiles a feline grin to herself.

A Work In Progress: Part 5

David decides to stay, to watch, to see her squirm. Unrolling his sleeves, slipping his jacket back on, he leans against the arm of the couch.
She lifts her head, blinking, regarding the men in front of her. She was still on the edge of orgasm, still turned on. But fear was slowly creeping up on her. Laying her head back down, she starts to slip inside herself. Concentrating on breathing, she supposes the whips will be next.

“Lawrence, I have her warmed up. Shes easily able to handle youtr pins now, I believe.”
“Thank you, David.”

Lawrence gets up, and walks over to the armoir. Bending his knees, he slides open the bottom drawer. Pulling out a large bag of clothespins, he walks over to the bed.
Kneeling at the bed, petting her hair, running his hand along her neck, he begins talking to her in a low, hushed, gentle voice.
“Sophia, this is going to start out slow, even pleasurable. But, I will not cease, nor stop, no matter how much you cry, or beg. I want you to breathe. Relax. Dont move too much. I want you to roll with the pinch, the bite of the pain. Take it, make it yours. Of course, when Im through with you, it wont be yours anymore. There is something I need you to do.”
Handing her eight clothespins, and a slim strip of leather, he watches her for reactions.
She sits up, taking the pins and leather strip. She instinctively knows that this will cause much pain. Searing pain that she wont be able to control. She slides one pin through, knotting the leather at the base, trying to do it quickly.

“How do you suppose she will handle that?” Alex is watching her with a look of curiosity. “Of course, Ive never used one, nor have I ever seen it used on anybody. Should be intense. Lawrence, let her hold it until you are ready for it.”

With the zipper finished, she tries to hand it to Lawrence. He takes it, but attatches it to her collar.
“Now, lay down on your back. Spread your legs wide. I want nothing hid from me.”
She lays herself down, arching her back, stretching out her shoulders. She begins a mantra in her mind,
“One, one, one. Two, two, two. Three, three, three…”, until she reaches ten, and she counts over.
Lawerence is standing over her, still petting her, still trying to get her completely at ease. He opens the bag of pins, and dumps them all over her. She lets out a small gasp, which brings a smile to his face.
He then takes a lighter out of his pocket. Walking over to the table, he lights the candle, and turns out the light.
While he brushes the pins off her stomach, she closes her eyes, and wimpers. Lawrence attatches a pin to her left nipple,, and three around it. Going to the right nipple, he flicks it with his index finger. Placing three pins there as well, he sets the timer on his watch. Thirty Minutes.
Moving quickly, he clamps her belly button., four pins set. He sees her beginning to tremble, so his hand moves to the three pins, and taps them.
She begins to moan quietly, pulling her shoulders back. He taps the other three, and she tries to sink into the bed.
Kneeling inside her spread legs, he sinks a finger deep inside of her. She soaks his hand right away. This was what he was looking for.
Leaning over her, he smears his finger across her parted lips. He then taps again the placed clamps, and her swollen clit, causing her to jump.
Grabbing one side of her labia, pinching it hard, he places three pins, and repeats on the other side.
He then sinks two fingers, spreads them inside. She is writhing under him, an orgasm rocking through her toes, to her open glazed over eyes. He lets her have this, while he begins to flick off the pins around her belly button. This causes her to pull up, crying out. He rapidly flicks the clamps off her heaving breasts. She cries out, wiggling under the rushing blood flow. Tears fall, as theres pain coming from different directions.
He places his hand between Sophias breasts, caressing her, trying to control her rapid heartbeat.
He slowly taps the pins on her labia. Theyre wet, but theyre well placed. He pulls those off slowly. She is squirming, sweating. Seeing her wet face, in the flickering light, Lawrence grabs the zipper off her collar and whispers in her ear,
“You are beautiful Sophia. Stunning, bruised, marked, and beautiful. Dont hold this back.”
He is back between her legs. Rubbing her inner thigh roughly, giving her a quick massage, he places the eight pin zipper close to the labia, going down, about half way, almost to her knee.
She begins to hyperventilate. She tries to bring her leg up, but he forces it back down. Hes tugging on the end of the zipper, causing her to cry out, gasping, writhing.
She clenches her eyes shut. She is not going to beg. She never has, she never will. She can gladly cry, shes capable of controlled orgasms. But, she will not beg to stop.
Its clear to Lawrence , now, that her will is strong as it was to begin with. So he places eight seperate pins on her other thigh.
She again tries to lift her legs, but he forces them down. He places his hands on her knees, kneading the skin outside of them.
Shes trying to get back into her mantra. She keeps losing her place around four. She starts shedding genuine tears. But she does not ask him to stop.
He pulls the zipper, popping it off her leg, and flicks the other pins off. She sits straight up, fisting the sheets,. lets out a scream. Eyes red, puffy, holding herself off the bed, weak, dizzy.
Tears are still falling as he massages her tender legs.
“Pick up the pins, Sophia.”
She tries to kneel, but shes too wobbly. She tries to roll over, but shes still weak. Looking into Lawrences silver eyes, shes searching for concern, but theres none.
Laying back down, throwing an arm over her eyes, legs still spread, she chokes out the words,
“I cant”
“I know. I just wanted you to admit it out loud to yourself. Remember those words, love.”
He kisses her on the cheek, picks up the pins, and the zipper. He puts the zipper on the table, and the pins back in the bag. He flips the light back on, and blows out the candle.
Everyone now can see her bruised body.

A Work In Progress: Part 4


Stephen walks to Sophia, and facing her, he gives her a soft gentle kiss. She closes her eyes, and enjoys the fleeting moment.
She hands Stephen his coat with questions all over her face. She doesnt say anything, but she wants this done and over with.

“We will be riding in seperate cars. You will arrive before I do, you will be riding with Seth and Alexander. Dont concern yourself with where I am. I will catch up to you soon enough.”
Stephen pushes through the door, into the night, while she still stands. Now waiting for Seth, and this Alexander fellow.
Lawrence and David are chatting about the differences between female and male sadists. She hears their echoing laughter as they walk off into the unknown night.

“Sophia, it looks like you’ll be riding with us. Dont worry, we wont hurt you. Yet. Come, join us.”
Seth had an amused air about him. This piqued her curiosity. She wondered if she should say anything, or even look at them.

“Hello, my name is Alexander. My close friends are fond of calling me Alex. I am under the impression that you are the girl thats to be left in our care?”
Alexander has blonde hair, blue eyes that are almost violet, he has wide shoulders, strong hands. He stands at least six ft four. He towers above her so much, that she literally tilts her head back to look up at him.
“Dont be afraid, ok? I see you shaking, and theres no real reason. In time, you will know fear. Just not right now.”
Aleaxander offers her his hand, and she accepts. With her tiny hand in his, they walked out of the restaurant, to the car.

“Why are you, David, Lawrence, and Seth keeping watch over me?”
Her voice was clear, respectful.

Seth has overheard her, and can not hold back his laughter. His eyes were glittering, and turning to face her, he says,
“Wow. Stephen really doesnt tell you anything. Either that, or you dont pay attention to the subtle hints weve been dropping all night. My god, I thought you smarter than this.”

“Here we are. Get into the car, and dont mess up your clothes.”

She slid into the backseat, raising her dress quickly, and settles into the seat. She has no idea where shes going to be taken, but shes grown rather fond of these gentlemen. She doesnt know what to expect, they dont ask her any questions, nor do they speak to her.
She is comfortable in silence. Gives her the chance to collect herself, and to study the easy gestures of the two men sitting in front of her.
They appear totally at ease. Easy laughter passes between them.

Alex turns around, and gazes at Sophia.
“Have you ever been whipped? To the point of bleeding? How about tied up? Knots at the wrists? The ankles?”

She is struck by the bluntness of his questions. She searches his face, looking for a hint of a smile, a smirk, anything. She finds none.
“I have been whipped, but only for pleasure. Ive been bound, but again, for pleasure. I have never bled, nor have recieved pain for the sake of tears. Ive never been driven to that edge.”
She was curious about the questions. But she answered him truthfully, without blushing, without shame.
“Why do you ask, Alexander? Is this something that I have to look forward to? Am I to be bound, whipped?”

With these questions left hanging in the air, the car pulls into a driveway. The walkway was clean, no leaves were spotted, even though there were two large sycamore trees at the north corners of the massive lawn.
Her door was opened, and she slid out, straightening her dress. She was amazed at the simple beauty of it all.
She sees a high brick wall, with a black iron gate. With Alexander taking her hand, and Seth walking behind, he says,
“Welcome to my humble home.”

They pass through the iron gate, onto a brick pathway. Where, in the middle, stands a beautful stone fountain. On both sides of her stands two old weeping willows, perfectly centered. As she walks around the fountain, she walks up a path, leading to the house.
The house is made of brick, a quiet villa.
Alex leads her up to the house, pausing at the steps. She is looking at the glass double doors. She sees a soft glow behind it, and and looks to him.
Seth precedes Alex and Sophia, and walks through the door. Alex and Sophia follow, and her eyes are drawn to the massive fireplace. There is a warm crackling fire going, and next to it there is a large table with a slim quill and a simple notepad.

“Please, hand me your purse, and your shoes. You wont be needing them. Follow me.”

She slips her feet out of her sandals, and pads quietly behind Alex.
They are going down a small hallway, and Alex stops at the door, at the end of it. He faces her. His eyes are a violent blue, and his body is calm. He tilts her head back, looking directly into her eyes.

“Are you willing to walk through this door? Are you ready to cry? Are you consenting to, and aware of what is about to conspire? Not that you can say no. I just want to hear you answer me, and agree to your being broken.”

Her knees are wobbly, she feels faint. The color in her cheeks drain as she listens to him. She is glued to the very spot where she stands. She feels her eyes starting to pool with wetness. Shes looking for her voice,. trying to look anywhere, just not at Alex.

“I consent and agree to your desire of seeing me being broken. If its tears you want, tears you will have.”
She whispered these words, unknowing what will be done to her. Thankfully Alex held her up by the waist, or she would have slipped to the floor.

Sensory Deprevation


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You would be left to your solitude while your senses began to heighten. And after a few moments, you would hear Me slide into a nearby chair. Your body would instantly tremble, knowing I am near but not touching you, not even speaking. You would turn your cheek towards the sound, straining for another inkling of auditory stimulation. Nothing. Dark, dreary silence.

The sound of your own breathing begins to echo in your ears. You become acutely aware of your chest as it rises and falls. Your body is an inevitable ball of nerve endings as you wait…wait…wait…

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